Im wearing mascara again!
I didn't think there would be a day, that I could go a whole day not smearing my mascara from my tears, but there has been some!
and i need to thank all of you who have left messages, who have delivered gifts, who have been courageous to talk to me and tell me that i'll make it through the nightmare!
I want to thank Whitney Hawkins and Meagan (from Las Vegas) who both have angels waiting in heaven and were angels on my blog. I don't know these girls personally but they reached out to me in my darkest moments, giving me some of the hope and light that they have gained through the loss of their babies! Some of the things you said helped me get through the hell that I lived in. Thank you form the bottom of my heart for giving me some hope! I have felt, seen and search for HOPE!
I want to thank my family and friends! I am so lucky to have many groups of friends who have turned into family. You have all been amazing!
I'm being 100% serious when i say I couldn't have done it without you!
some took me on trips.
some sat and cried with me
some made me get up and go to breakfast
some made me go to lunch and eat
some let me do their hair while i was sobbing to them(that was risky)
some dropped of presents
some sent cards
some just prayed for me
some just listened
some faced booked, blogged me
all of you
anything you did it helped me and continues to help me!!!!
I THANK YOU for FlutteringBY!
Thank you thank you!
Because of the hope love and support you gave me, it has made me stronger, it has made me more aware, it has made me want to give back. I am So excited about the foundation we are creating. I hope you all know that every ounce you gave to me in support I am giving back to others! I hope that i can flutterby and help families they way that you have helped me!
I love you all, even those who i don't know
I love my IzzyJane and what she has created, without her i wouldn't be the mom that i am today!
This is when IzzyJane spirit first entered my body! Love her and the light that she brought into me!
Continue to FlutterBy my IzzyJane